so be ready.
coz itz gonna be f*ckin' jiwang.
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i had a weekend chalet for ibu's bday,i went to werk den to chalet den to werk again den to chalet,check out and went to werk,yes, again... i have not have enuf sleep for the last 3 days,but it seems that i still cant sleep today.alah, its normal...everytime i force myself to sleep i will start to hear my own heartbeat. sucky rite. it doesnt make sense..and becoz of this,i've not been eating well. i only eat oncce a day and that also i dont even finish half of wat i bought.i gotten skinny-er. even my pants that i wear with my belt is now like so 'melurut'.hahaha. no more boncit-ness.i've also lost intrest in the things i loved do,work,psp,clubing.wat wrong with me,damn!back to my weekend. i bought for ibu an esprit watch and she loved it. a sense of appreciation. hahahaha. everyone came to the chalet and i invited natasha.she wanted to mit my mom and sis but then she came too late.but then we chilled out together eating bbq stuff uh. if not becoz of my bestfren,i think i be somewhere alone uh.thanks girl...
yah on the first day of the chalet,me,wak,joe,ibu,wak lan and along sat together and talked alot about relationship. damn was kinda weird but it was still funny uh. they told us abt their story. my aunt and uncle met once and they didnt like each other,but after a few years later they meet again.dah jodoh is wat the say..so the moral of the story is watever u feel or do now,kalo its jodoh,it will never go anywhere. typical org tua rite..haha, then they started to disturb me and wak. hahaha.
as i dont sleep often i tried to write poems...so this is how it goes...
We were just friends at the start,
Always having fun, never apart
Then one day, something sparked
The next thing I knew, you had my heart.
The days flew by,
I lost track of time
Everytime I was with you,
I was on cloud nine.
Then one day, i asked you to be mine,
YES! you exclaimed and prayed we'd last until the very end.
No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn't happy,
Happy that I was with you, and you were with me.
With you in my arms, you told me you loved me,
Then i gently kissed your forehead and gave you a squeeze.
I was convinced you were the one for me,
Apart from you, I would never be.
Just when I thought all was well,
Was when you began to put me through hell.
You said, we should just be friends
That's when I knew it was the end.
I looked into your eyes, trying to find out why,
It was all I could do, not to begin to cry.
Where I once saw love, I saw nothing,
I couldn't believe you no longer felt something.
I lay in bed, counting my tears,
Each representing what I'd hoped would be years.
Years of happiness, for us to be together,
A long-lived life, forever and ever.
But in my heart, I know this will never be,
For in yours, no longer is there a place for me.
I gave you my all, I gave you my heart,
Little did I know that you'd tear it apart.
Everyday I place a smile on my face,
As for the tears, there is not a single trace.
You ripped me apart, but yet it's true,
Forever and always, I will always still LOVE YOU.
and wen i couldnt sleep i tot of wat to do in life..
to be succesfull and achieve happiness in life is the greatest achievement anybody would want to have. to think of the future is not stupid. to have a goal is the main reason in life. work for it. and never give up, coz life is not a comic book,a soap opera, a fairy tale, a bedtime story. the heroes will die and the villans will win. life is not fair. its a cruel place wit betrayalers & back stabbers. so quit hoping and work hard for it. dont just sit there and hope. Go for it. Your hard work will finnaly pay off.
**take care of urself.u noe that u'll always be in my heart...